Comfort

I want sombody who will comfort me when I'm sad. Not the kind of comfort where they hug you, and stare at you with pitiful eyes and ask you whats wrong. I want the kind of comfort, that comes without words. Just pure understanding. Some one who knows me enough to realize when I'm sad, whether I tell them or not. As I can tell when they are sad. You can tell when someone is troubled. They don't have to cry, or sigh. Their voice doesn't have to crack, their words don't have to explain. If you look at someone, really look at them. Not just their appearance, but their past. You can see they are upset, by a change in their attitude. Sublty is key. I don't want someone to realize I'm sad and become "worried" about me. I don't want constant reasurances. I don't want to know how wonderful I am, or how horrible someone else is. I don't want to know how I've been wronged, or how karma works in wonderful ways. I just want someone to realize I'm sad, and be with me until it passes. Just BE. No talking, no drama. Just hold my hand, hold me close. Don't let me go until I'm ready. Run your fingers through my hair. Match your breathing with mine. Just be my friend, not my bestie. Not my lover. Not my parent. Or my sibling. Not my enemy. Just someone who understands what it is to hurt. It's okay, if you actually are a parent, sibling, lover, bestie. Just leave all lables behind. I don't want someone to help bury the bodies. Or someone to give me advice. Or someone who can relate with many stories of their own. I just want a moment of peace, a moment to heel, a moment where I don't feel alone.